Damn sad cause training is push back till Volleyball camp. It's already the third week and I can see that the girls are all waiting for 6more days t training. ): Rahhhh, I'm so not in the right path now. Omgosh, I needa stop all these already. Shall just lie low for awhile, handphone's on silent. I'm not gna beep anyone {?}, i hope I keep t my words. I'm gna start on my work now, it's 12.50am. Going eat brunch w clique tomorrow, hopefully I can wake up on time.
; You don't know me at all, i guess it's all back t square one. Your stupid assumptions, what makes you think you know everything about me? I think you're just in love with my facade, I think I'm breaking down and showing it out soon. ): I can control my temper, my emotions, but tears just don't really listen t me these few days. Living Mel's life is difficult, but it's reality.

Xoxo my friend,
because I will remember you,
because I'm afraid t face myself,
because this love is special,
because you are part of my life,
because it's as simple as those three words.
{If I didn't bring myself t face th facts,
I wouldn't have step out of my shell,
I wouldn't have lose myself.
I wouldn't have live life another way.
ThankYou. }