Mel just came home from six-floor below. (: Went t pick out clothes for tomorrow! Mel is excited, but don't worry I still can go t sleep :D Anway, class today was normal. Now I know, think out of the box. (: Update more tomorrow, it's gna be a boring afternoon. ):

Xoxo my friend,
actions speaks louder than words.
I wonder,
are those just say-for-the-sake-of-saying,
or from th bottom of your heart?
Cause I know,
those are from the bottom of Mel's heart. :D

{I can't help but take lil peeks.}

Alright, today was shiokness. (: Came t class a little later, was a good girl today cause I sat there and tried my best t complete th assignment. Many people thought it was a test but it was not! ): No grades given! No fairrrrr, but after sitting there for 5hours +breaks and everything. Mel's work is still uncompleted. Spotted big big big mistake so had t stop nd really think about it. Thanks t teacher for moving my things around so that everything was right. :D More and more test and deadlines coming in, hopefully I can make use of training time to comeplete all my stuff! (: Hurhurs, let's just hope that mel's not lazy enough t complete it! ;D It's pretty late, i think i injured my middle finger, ): during drop ball time. Gosh, hurts like omg. Andandand, I don't know how t live w/o Volleyball! Hopefully, I get better in 3week times. Get well in time for volleyball camp, I'm not sure if I'm going anot yo. ;x Dilema can, it's so so arugh t be stucked. Like just now, those lovely ones should know why I was stuck ya. I don't like cannnnnn. ): Goodnights, goodbye for 3weeks!

Mel did something very very great, hahas. I created a new nick name for chirstina's boyfriend, desmond. You know what nick is it? It'ssssss
SuperDesman! Sounds like Desmond but it's Desman. Cause theyre kinda in the Superman and Supergirl thingy, so yah. SuperDesMan, here's your post! :D
And there's my 'emo emo' post! :X

Xoxo my friend,
I'm sorry t disagree w you.
I'm sorry t go against you.
I'm sorry for not listening.
I'm sorrying t tell you that,
I'm already in that hole.
I can't really get myself out.
<3.>

Juliet's still waiting at 10:49 PM
baby,just say yes.

{False Pretense.}
Empty Promises, I'm sorry.
White lies, just hidden beneath.

Caution: Long Post Ahead, Wordy post filled w peekstures! :D

Just came back from visiting a bunch of withlove clique's blog. Actually, I went to 'steal' the SandCastle building day pictures :D So let's see what do I have here.


Mel spend most of her time on this mouth-turned-frog entrance. It look pretty fierce when we started doing it. Then Ms Gan told me to add shape to the cheek bone to make it stand out. Now it looks like it's smiling! (:

Then this is the Fast Food thingy, very cool cause they managed to make holes here and there. :D

And then there's the rest of the sand castles on the left hand side, that's a ferris wheel btw.


This was done by the Castle Can Fly(?) team, very very veryyyy pretty. *Drop Jaw*.

I'm too tired to really elaborate, these are the rest of all the photos I got. :D Enjoy!











Mel really like this 'Cute' octopus, the shape and the curves, I like.

Next Up, catch up with Chris. Went for church six floor below, hahas. Slacked there after 'service' and went for lunch w her. Met her after going home t shower and out we go again! :D We went to town, and we didn't spend money on clothes! (: I forgot where we went but here's the photo!

We had Hong Kong Cafe for dinner again! :D Ultimate Loveeeee.




Us pondering over what to eat. (:


She had 3 shimp dumplings while I tried out their maggi mee. Hahahas,
after finishing our food. Chris was still hugry, so we haddddd :\
Peanut Butter &condense milk thick toast. Super sinful, super tasty.
Left the place and headed for chinatown. Met up w some of her friends t sing Kbox. Mel's having fever, sore thoat and is not well and still can singggg. Hurhur, powerful. I think after walking in the rain yesterday, I think I seriously cannot overdo myself. I'm breaking down already, ): I'm sleeping in class and I'm feeling so so tired. ): Anyway, took the last train and last bus home. Phew, reached home at 12.30am. Gosh, class starts at 8am tomorrow. And there's training too. Superhero(?), Superheros do need their rest. They do break down you know? Soooo, I'm turning in early today. Lastest 11pm at bed. (: It's 10.35 now, I'm left w 25 mins here.
I'm going to take my pain killers and then turn in, hehhhh.

Xoxo my friend,
I miss you like it's been a few billion years since we last met.
I don't know how am I suppose to survive th up coming months, weeks, days.
I'm still not sure,
I still haven't decide. ):
I'm still unwell! ):
Double unHappiness. {?}
I might lie to the world,
lie to my friends,
but how can I ever lie t myself?

Helloooooos Lovelies.
Today is SandCastle building day at EastCoast Park! :D
Mel's tearing and super tired, I think I'm gna briefly tell you what happened.
I got sun burnt and I don't know what I did during the sand castle thingy, I think I's a frog, if was it a Chiquita or what. Looks kinda evil but there was this guy that says it looks cute. Thanks Ms Gan for the drink, really had enough plain water. It was super hot hot hot. ): It started raining heavily after we finish building! ):Went for lunch with Joy, Shelly,Weisan( Evil, kept bullying me!) Deanna, Justerini. Another group came to wait for Deanna cause they wanted t go cycling, (This type of weather!) while we went home. Super cold in the bus, mel was freezing cannnnn. I think I got fever already. Omg, took hot hot hot shower and rushed abit cause was late for training already. Saw GuiLuan and walked w her to school, thanks for her donut ya. Training was alright today, hehx(?). Left early today, with Alondra and GuiLuan. Was effing tired, because yesterday was a shopping day with Chris. I didn't spend my moolahhh on any clothings! Daddy actually texted me t tell me not t get clothings cause we have not enough hangers. ): So, majority of my moolahh was spent on Food. HongKong cafe is total Love. Ate and slacked and waiting for her friend who didn't turn up. Left for K-box at chinatown, woohooos. (: Highness!~ reached home at 12.30 ): Needa wake up at 5.3oam for the sandcastle building( today). Not enough sleep, I'm wondering if I want/should go school tomorrow anot. There's PE and there's computer class tomorrow ): Boohoos. ):
{There's pictures, I'm tired. I'll post them up tomorrow! :D }

Xoxo my friend,
What goes around comes around,
it's called Karma.
I won't put up a front,
I can't be like this forever.
Are you really really reallyyyy happy w what you got now?
Is it real or is it just for a show?

Love, Like, Adore, Admire. ?
Like Mel Defineeee:

Like;
to regard with favor; have a kindly or friendly feeling for (a person, group, etc.); find attractive: His parents like me and I like them.

Love;
a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

Admire;
To regard with pleasure, wonder, and approval.
To have a high opinion of; esteem or respect.

Adore;
to regard with the utmost esteem, love, and respect; honor.

Got it ? :D

I want nobody, nobody but you.

This is so addictive. ;D Mel's been a good girl today, stayed home the whole day to complete Mr Oh's work. Farid say until so easy, just sit down, relaxed, on mosic and start to draw. ): I hate shading, so I started on the scenery one. (: Ohhh dear, I think i'll continue tomorrow. Brother is nagging me to sleep. (: And and and, I complete all the notes in facebook! :D Yayness, I'm gna learn how to make a brownie cakeeee. Booyahhhh. At least I know I'm trying.

Xoxo my friend,
You make me wanna surrender my soul
I know this is a feeling that i just cant fight,
you're the first and last thing on my mind.
Well i know that these feelings wont end now,
Baby i'm tired of being friends,
and could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Dont leave me in doubt.
You make me wanna ♥.

New post, it's already a new day! :D Over 12am already, woohoo. Mel's having a lil headache looking at all the art work I have to complete before deadline. ):


{Peace}. Electric Blue, craziness.
♥.
I realized that my sixth sense is very accurate,
my dreams come true,
i have deja vu(s).
Flashbacks come to haunt me,
this ain't the first time,
yet I'm alright with getting this treatment again and again.
Blame it on me being so dumb,
falling for the same thing,
believing and trusting so easily.
Blame it on myself,
for being such a goon,
for being late in love.
Seeing my love ones being happy makes me happy already,
but deep down inside,
are you really happy?
I just wna know the truth,
this is hurting, I cannot be any stronger.
Xoxo, Mel♥.

Woolalaaaaa ;D Mel's home early today, feels so shiok now. Accompanied Andreas, Din, Sean, Jared, Farid, Deanna, Liwen to Yishun to look for Andrea's guitar. Walked Deanna over to the bus stop with Jared, Sean and Farid followed. Bus 969 came and I didn't know if I should board the bus anot. In the end, I board the bus with Deanna and left the guys there. ;xHeard that they accompanied Sean to 'his side', boonlay. Hahas, Mel came home, bought TomYamSoup for today's meal(s) and slept for 4hours, TYS was niceeeeee man. Addiction already, but my throat got worser day by day. It's so painful for me to actually type cause of my hand injury, I'm gna go bring my lappy out of the room and start doing Ohohoh's assignmentS. (:

Xoxo my friend,
Don't remind me,
of all those sweet nothings.

I'm sorry but I don't think I'm able to do that.
I did another entry at my other blog, Gosh. ):
Don't even bother asking,
it's protected and password protected.
♥.(?)

You never cross my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do

I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

L♥ve's gna get you down.
Mel's Waiting. ): I've many question marks on top of meeeee, booyah. I think I might go see a doctor before I really faint on the street. ): Plus this stupid blueblack is so painnnnn, I don't really know how I got it too. Today school was boring. I fell asleep in class and had t ask cherie for help. Luckily I did managed to finish the work, quite easy to catch up. :D After training, went home and prepared to meet Liyan and Jiale. Met up and wow talked to Liyan, thanks girl alot. Reached Bishan and went for training. Body aches all thanks to yesterday's run. ): Training was alright, just had some difficuties breathing when training was gna end. My throat was not working well with me cause I kept shouting and calling and hmmmm. Was very very silent on the way back, it hurts when I speak mannnn. ): Went home and bought supper for the family. (: That scarey uncle was so so grossy can! I feel so unsafe there, arugh.
I'm blogging now, super bored. I'm gna leave the computer on and lie on bed. ):

Xoxo my friend,
Tell me why,
You're so hard to forget,
Don't remind me,
I'm not over it,
Tell me why,
I can't seem to face the truth,
I'm just a little too not over you.
A lil too not over you.
Something like this is bound to happen,
it's just my luck to always get into this sucky situation,
why can't I ever be the blessed one?

I'm learning, are you?


It's either Sun Burn or Mel's SICK. ): My pink face is now reddier.
Mel didn;t go school today! :D Friends said I was right to not go cause the talk was super bored till most of them fell asleep! (: So, I woke up at 10am, class should already reached Simei campus and the briefing should have started already. Prepared and left home after eating lunch at home, ate freakingly little. ): Left house and walked to bishan campus, felt weird cause I was in jersey and I don't like people looking hard at me. Met up with GuiLuan and sat down in their canteen. Waited awhile before boarding the bus, it was full so the girls had to stand. I sat cause there was an empty seat right where I stoppeed. (: Reached and the weather was freaking humid, called tasha and we met up at bedok reservior there. So good to see her again, imy la. Ran and whoa, 3.2 seems to be shorter then 2.4 ;D Oh well, a few minutes of craziness with Val cause she was singing and I was simply trying to catch my breathe. ): My leg got cramp a few minutes after I started running. And my throat was so so irritating, I felt sick but I hang on. (: Luckily my body didn't give way and made me faint halfway. (: After the run, left Bedok with tasha and her friends. Took bus to Ang Mo Kio for dinner, her friends are funny. (: Ate Long John Sliver with her and catch up, left for popular. The books aren't out yet, and something true was up on the magazine! ): Home sweet home after that. ): Mel's tired, im turning in already. *Screammmmms, Mel's lil toe nail came out! ):

Xoxo my friend,
Mel's been thinking about things.
I'm not sure if it's right to make
my heart disagree with what my mind says.

Coincidental? Way too coincidental already man.
Blablaaaablackkksheep, how many today?


Second post of the day, let's see. Today seems normal for me, nothing to be glad about. There's the Simei briefing tomorrow and I don't think I'm going cause I got the run at 12pm. Needa meet up with the girls at bishan campus at 11plus (?) I have no idea leyyyy, ): I want attendance for tomorrow pleaseeeee. I shall jog tomorrow, I don't wanna walk cause walk = longer distance. It's a mind effect thingy for mel. (:
Anyway, I'm confused. ): I don't like this feeling man.
................................................... ):

I said it once, I said it twice and I've got proof. (:
I don't like this thing happening,
I don't like to repeat myself,
I don't like this feeling,
I don't like this attitude,
I don't like this boundary,
I don't like what I have to deal with,
but I still have to live my life,
like nothing saddening is happening.
Just because I'm Mel,
someone that everyone thinks is sunshineeeee-y.
Someone that won't be angry, won't be sad, won't show any other emotions other then happiness.
Someone nobody really knows.
Wahwahwah, chimology. ;x

{Insert Sick face here}.
Wooohoo, Mel's in class now. :D Got tired of listening to the tutorial, so I'm here bloggingggg. Oh well, Mel's cough is getting worst and her workload is getting heavier and heavier. I slept at 2.30 yesterday and woke up at freaking 6.30am. Hell Mel is a superwoman. (: I didn't know superwoman can fall sick. There's Mr Oh lesson later on, I like his lessons but he gives so so so many truckloads of homework, I don't mind doing it in school but I know once I get home, it's always left there untocuhed. ): I'm bored, sudden thoughts of wanting to play mahjong. Gahhhhs, I want to do my nails ):

Xoxo my friend,
I don't know what's on your mind,
do you mind telling me?
Blaablaa black sheep,
I'm starting to count. :D

Mel's sick. ): I don't feel well man, worst thing happened today. While drawing, I kept coughing and coughing. Shoots, I realized my hands were a lil bloodied. Panic man, then decided to keep quiet bout it. ): Worried Sick man. I'm surrounded by tissues and this week seems to be the worst week I have to pass. Monday training, Tuesday P.E, Wednesday Cross Country 'Run', Thursday Training and Friday O Level English. ): What a week. School was a blast, not. Basically just drawing and more drawing. Teacher said that Mel was very very hardworking cause I kept redo-ing as I had more ideas as I drew. (: Mel's confused, I don't know which one to give up one. The Team or The Class, gosh. ): It's 1.11am now, I'm gna play Feeding Frenzy to rant and then maybe turn in. Oh dearrrrr. -Period, fullstop.

Xoxo my friend,
I'm laughing at how foolish I can be.
Gahs,
why out of everything,
it has to be this?
I loveeeee my new found best-friend.
Gah(S).
I needa break,
kit kat anyone?

Retail Therapy ;D
Mel's feeling kinda sick,
rahhhh. Fever please shooooo. ):
Such a on/off thing,
go away pleaseeee.
I want to eat ice cream, chocolates.
It's a phychological effect for mel. (:


Girls Day Out. <3

Yawns. I'm starting to be tired mentally, but I want to jump and do crazy things physically. I mean bungee jump and kayaking, not those silly stuff. Oh well, slept late late late yesterday night and woke up at 11am. Gosh, I missed church service six floor below! :X Met up with both god-sis at my house, had a mini-gathering cause we kind celebrated my brother's belated birthday today! Went out and started my retail therapy. Gosh, this was not as hard as I thought it was. I bought two dress, one top, belts and bangles. (: I thought this would make me happy, cause I bought dresses and things I wanted but oh gosh. I was w.r.o.n.g. ): I'm sorry things turn out this way, I don't mean to be in the way. ANYWAY, tough day today. Hands were itchy, saw many many stuff but didn't think that it suited me. Wahaha, I bought mommy a belt. I came home earlier and I want to eat Ice Cream at far East. Every lil things actually reminds me of you, damn. Shopping was fun but tiring, especially when we have to carry our shopping bags ourselves. ): Mel's hinting* Finally left for home at about 8plus. All of us fall asleep in the mrt, tiring la. Bused home, kept smelling mutton curry, we were surrounded my tamils! Gosh, I'm beginning to have that eeeeeew feeling. Mel's gna be sick again! ): I don't likeeeeee. It's 1208 am now, I think I better stop and continue watching some stupid, lame videos. I needa laugh, I need my life back. So addicted to Big Girls Don't Cry now. (:

Xoxo my friend,
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry.

Okay, no more of that emo post. (: I'll try to be at my best, I'll try to be the normal mel. Mummy made me happy cause she gave me a rose for belated Valentine's day! Hurhurs.

This one's for you :D

Sunshine after rain, hopefully. :D
I'm glad I told you everything ya.


Withloves,
Mel.

Mel's still hanging on.
I must be kidding when I said I was alright, I mean. What was I thinking? M, my sixth sense is very accurate. I knew something was going wrong, I knew it but I didn't expect it to be this. M, I'm tired of life. I can't believe i'm saying this, what's the point now?

At the edge of the world, I look down and I see the rest of the world. (The world is round!) Oh well, what goes round comes around, mel is happy with what she have. (:

Happy Birthday Dearest brotherrrr, Wilson. :D
Happy Valentine's Day peopleeee.

Part Two; of the photo-taking session. Shit, I don't know where I stopped.


Cheska w Sufi, Sufi w Adam( Birthday Boy, 13 Feb)


The very 'cute', 'not' emo girl.


The Trio's fun shot, Sufi Cheska and Adam.


Khairul emo-ing at one corner, he's super camera shy.


Li Wen and Andreas. -Random-

Shelly! Surprized t see yourself here? :D


The Class first couple! They needa discuss how t take the photo lah. ;x


First try failed. ): Sean, Jared and Adam.

Good shot, Sean Jared &Adam. :D

People saw mel click click, more came t join! :D

Fun shot, Farid, Sean, Jared, Adam and Cheska.


Farid, Sean, Jared, Cheska, Adam, Zahr.
Jared was 'shrinking' in size!


13 February 1992 Birthday Boy! :D
Happy 17th Birthday Adam,
last long. Hope you get back your brother's ezlink card asap! :D

___________________________________________.
Happy Valentine's Day people,
I'm tired so I'm gna take a break first. Hurhurs, update life again later on ya.

Happy Advance Valentine's Day! I want roses pleaseeee ;D
A very picturey post! (: Well, because I kept snapping and snapping photos of everybody in class during the Valentine's Day/ Feb Birthday celebration ;D


Ms Gan's Valentine's Day Surprize! She said she wanted t 'show off &take photos before eating the cake! Whoa.


Birthday Boy, Jared! I think he might kill me after seeing this ;x

The class busy enjoying the food on the table ;D


Ms Gan caught red handed! :D


1. Cheska w Farid} Long legs, long hands. :D
2. Adam (Advance Birthday Boy), Cheska (Chairman) Effy (Super High Girl) &Zah (Loveeee Green!)
3. Arif, Adam &Jared in a corner ;D


The super camera shy group, so hard t get them t smile at the camera. ):


This pair is even cuter, must find good spot t take good photo! :D Is the camera girl pro can, angle so nice. (:

Effy!! Super Close Up on you!


Plain craziness in class ;D


Secret Shot of Birthday Boy Jared and Sean. :D & Din.

Gosh, it's 2am already. I'm gn turn in already! See, Mel so nice t upload pictures till 2am hor, don't say I didn't upload okay. I DID ! :D Can come grab already, no photoshop. No editing, just my camera photos, if you want edited one. Wait one week later! :D &&Weisan don't say my post wordy hor, i'm used t it already! And this post got alot alot of photos okay! :D
Happy Birthday Adam, Happy belated Birthday Jared.

Xoxo my friend,
I'll let you eat your own medicine,
I'll let you feel how I felt at that point of time.
I'm just so over you. ;D
Arse.