Time Check: 0307

It's Tuesday but it looks like family day t me cause -surprisingly- everybody in at home for the time being. It feels kind of weird cause it's tuesday and my sister normally comes home super super late. Playing catching w her friends and sitting under void desks talking all day long till its dark then coming home feeling guilty that she/ the maid didn't inform us at all that they were downstairs. My mother is home sewing some dress and my dad is at home fixing the broken door. My brother is busy playing his dota/ pokemon game -very mini sized cute game- and my sister just fell asleep on the sofa. Then, i wondered. Is family really the most important thing in your life? Will they 100% support you? Personaly, I think that family really means alot t me cause when they scold you, that shows that they care and worry for you. I felt guilty when I came home late that day, although it was just 12midnight. I felt that when he nagged about me being a girl, coming home alone so late was what I should avoid. Plus, my neighbourhood is a realy quiet, ulu ulu place w many cheenas/ bangalas. D: Sometimes, they care but they just didn't know how t show it out. Imagine your mum/dad saying: 'Girl/Boy, I love you okay. I really do, must believe in mama/papa.' Omg, I think I will ._. at them and ask them if they are sick. -Laughs- I mean, when you're young, it's okay t have goonight kisses and everything but when you're growing up you will know that it's kinda funny. My sister still have goodnight/bye kisses w my dad and I don't find it weird but she'll soon know how weird it is when she grow up.
I'm suddenly very into PussyCat Dolls-When I grow up. -Hums- I was blog hopping and I saw this very interesting post. Wll it's about a person's mind set, that when we are sad we will always cry or breakdown or talk about th things that make you sad. Well, why so pesstimistic. I think that if you're sad, try doing something that makes you happy and forget about that sadness. Why sad, people won't even care about you being happy of sad. What for sad for these type of people, be happy for those that care for you. :D Well, after reading what I just type out. I feel very ._., i don't know why.

Time now is 0515. Like whoa.
Basketball time :D Bye.

Xoxo my friend,
You're still number one.
No matter what.

Time Check: 0607
I have mixed feelings towards so many things.

Don't you think time flies just too quickly when you're having fun? It's already in the month of September and N'level have already started. I still remember the rebellious times, when we were infamous and when all the teachers didn't want t even take out class for relief. I remember that there was a time, the class did something bad and that teacher just broke down in class. Ayeee, I think I will kinda miss these days. Especially when the class has already undergo such a big change, I'm really proud of my class. Even th teachers say so, I'm really gna miss this class. Although I know that you people are gna miss the class, you won't be saying it out loud like me. Well, it's been a very bumpy 4years race for all of us. It's really amazing how enemies can be best friends and vice versa, how we once hated this teacher so much and she became our bestest friend. How we forgive and forget and how we stick together when we got into trouble. The fun I had together w this class, I swear I won't forget. Maybe we should have a 10years later gathering, see who gone through th biggest change? :D I'll miss you guys} and girls. So much, but is it too early to think about all these? Cause I swear again, tmr will be my doomsday. D: I'm still watching F1 and congrats to F.Alonso for winning this race} Although I don't know what is the prize they get. Well, doomsday tmr.
Good nights, and wish me luck.

Xoxo my friend,
So many thoughts of you.
If I were you, I wouldn't be here,
If I were you I would stay right where you are,
I wouldn't come near this broken heart,
Just turn around and leave here,
And find someone who won't hurt you,
Make sure that she still believes in love,
Cuz I think my heart has given up,
If I were you, I wouldn't be here.
A hint of love, A bit of fear.

Time Check :0922
Long wordy post. :D

I came home at 12midnight yesterday. He was not really happy about me going home late these few days and refused t believe that I went t play basketball. Why can't he just believe me? D: Anyway, I didn't want t disturb him when he was sleeping so I had a dilemma. I didn't know if I should knock or wait for my mum. Many things happen but I went home safe and sound, thanks Qi for accompanying me back. :D

I sit up in the middle of the night and thought about many things, like : Why can't girls do as well as the guys, why are brothers and sisters being compared by their parents so much. And lastly, why must M&M be made in China. I HATE CHINA cause they make me lose my bestfriend. } M&Ms are my bestest friend cause they stick w me through my hardest times. Heh :DImagine having so many M&Ms infront of you but unable t even open them. Gah.
I thought about many things but still no answers for many many things. D: It's already the last lap and I can't believe that this race is gna end soon. I don't think I'll miss you people but let's talk about when we graduate w a paper full of important infomation :D It's been days since I last blog and I have the sudden urge t do many many things. Like I told someone, I have the urge t go kbox, ice-skating, t th zoo, t sleep, t eat, t play v.ball, t take photo }again, t go shopping. To do many things, butttttt. N'level is on this coming monday, the killer papers. I don't even know which paper is coming up. Maths first or science ? I'm feeling useless, I need someone t tell me how much I'm needed in this place. D: So, currently I'm looking for khakis t mug. :D Mel's muging, Wah.Surprize? :D

It's the F1 weekend! And I'm stuck at home mugging not so hard cause I'm doing many many dumb things. I need t find that girl and get her notes cause I didn't copy what exactly did Mr.See wrote in the board. I regretted already, why didn't I copy his notes instead of doodleling some useless notes. D: I don't really mind having a closet full of books/written notes like this:

I'm tired and I want t go t my lala-land already.

If only I can manage to turn back the hands of time and be a child again, a child that don't need to worry about anything.} And yes, that's yours truly when she is in Primary 2/3 :D Laugh all you want.


Xoxo my friend,
you are not who I thought you were anymore.
I'm sick and tired of you being like that,
I'm not blind/deaf. I know what's going on, it's just that I prefer not t voice it out.

Labels: Assumptions.

Time Check: 0351

I'm sick and tired D: I'm such a choosy girl, gosh.
Lousy perfectionist too, I managed t draw out this v nice card using th tablet but it's gone cause I created a new file and the old one was replaced. I didn't like the design of my previous file cause I thought that th colour didn't match but now it's all gone. Mel such a lousy person, I feel lousy. D:

Time Check: 0750
Mel says that she's really sad over all those China happening.

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

The following items have been recalled due to China’s milk situation.

1) M&M Chocolates
2) Snickers Chocolates
3) Mentos Yoghurt Bottle Candy
4) Dove Chocolates
5) Oreo Wafer Sticks
6) Monmilk Chocolates
7) Dutchlady Sterilised Milks
8) Wall’s All Natural Mango Ice Creams
9) Mini Poppers Ice Creams
10) Magnum Ice Creams
11) Moo Sandwich Ice Creams
12) Mini Cornetto Ice Creams
13) Youcan Ice Creams

F.Y.I; Those items Bold-ed are items that I have consumed and some of them are even in my fridge. Screws. D: How t live w/o M&Ms and plusplusplus the exams are coming and I really need chocolates t survive th mugging session. D:

It's 0924 now, I really want this t be a sensible post. (unlike the past few post, which will be delete after this post :D )
Alright, it's photo-taking session tomorrow and I really *cross-finger* hope that the whole class would be present. It's the last year already, time really flies. We really went through many many hardship together, and hopefully we're all able to walk out here w tears of joy.
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My horoscope for the few days month is really accurate. I don't know if i should be happy or what about it. Like mixed feelings, god. I feel sleepy, but I don't want t fall asleep. D: I'm such an ass. I have many many mixed feelings about many many things can. I feel v lost now. D:
I shall end this post by telling you the time: 0954. Powerful mel.

Xoxo My Friend, this is for you.
Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy.
-Cynthia Nelms.

Time Check: 0157

Yes. Miss Smartypants got herself into a lot of trouble. Crushed already, I'm suppose t vent it all out. Maybe later, maybe. I shouldn't have clicked that button but now that I've seen it all,I don't think i can forget it. Ayeeee. How how how? Maybe she will be crushed when I tell her this piece of news. D:

Bloody crushed ):
#ten.

Time Check: 0241
Day7? D:

I didn't go to school today cause I was not v well in the morning. I think they just got release a few mins ago. Life's so dull. Worksheets are stacking up.
Screws for M.L la.
I think I should start on th papers now.

Edited*
Time: 1011
Day7 :D

Yea. Super swayness. D: Heck care, but I'm happy today. Hoho. Can sleep peacefully already, but face super red! Gawd.
I lied and retribution falls on me.


Xoxo my Dearest friend,
Sometimes, things that you should find out should be found out by you.
It's such a waste to see you fly by and not being able to hold on to you.

Time: 1046
Day6 :D

Came home a while ago. So tired can. Met up w Noben and XiaoPang to play basketball. Just happened to see Clement Ng. He's already in army for like 3months. So much guai-er. :D
I'm still wondering if I should go school tmr. Tired. D:

Time: 1008
Day5 :D

Stayed at home the whole day. Went to get dinner and off the basketball, at admiral garden. Kor called and I told him to join us:D Someone got girlfriend already hor! Saw them again, didn't really sweat alot cause I wanted to play with the candles. After few match the malay guys wanted to play full-court soccer so we left and didn't go back anymore. Wth la.
Played w/ candles and they made a big big fire. :D Super in love with that bright shiny green light he made! Back to basketball court after lights-out. Played three set match with those guys, won one lost two. Eyesight like shit. I didn't know their name but there was one that can be a reporter already. He gets the ball, he pass the ball, he shoots the ball, and he score! Yes. I remembered that. Kor walked me to the junction before going to find his girlf. *Idiot. I was alone, and the pathway was so ulu ulu. So, clever me hailed a cab :D Cost me 3.30$. Wasted trip.

I ♥ Moon and Stars and Sky.
Xoxo my friends,
If only I had love like this.
But I guess it's too late,
to turn back the hands of time.

Time Check: 1233
Day 4.

I miss my childhood days! Do you remember the first day when you're still in kindergarten and you can make friends with anyone that has your favorite toy? Strangers and then best friend the next second. Imagine you walking up to a stranger wanting to be friends and you'll be called an idiot. Basketball session yesterday. We (4Girls) totally shoo-ed everyone away when we play 2vs2 for about 30-40 minutes? Whoa. Tiring but I like :D Lights out and we continued talking about everything under th sun. Then, some small kiddo (Uber Cute) came to play bullet and I was just standing there looking at them shoot. And I ask korkor if he want to play anot. And one of the kiddo thought I wanted to join them and he invited me to play with them. Hoho, super fun. And we became friends. We played full court ley (3vs2) Super funny la. Couldn't even see th ball and after I managed to score, they had to go. Awwww. It's been ages since I touch a Volleyball and so long since I had PE. It's kinda shiok to play such a violent sport after a long time of not excercising. Alright, I'm still thinking if I should go 'celebrate' lantern festival :D I miss playing with Sparkles and Candles and Lantern :D Gahhh.

I miss you. The young me.
Do you think I will manage to see you again?
Did you even noticed me?

Xoxo my friend,
the heart never lies.

Time Check: 0157
Day Three :D

Muscle ache already but never mind cause it's much much better than being a couch potato. :D It's been my everyday thing to go out at 6pm, for basketball marathon. Hah, like what I posted in my last post, I want to slim down. But the house is filled w so many delicious food like Chocolates, packets of Maggi Mee, Frozen Pizza(s) all calling out to me: Melissa, Eat meeeeee. D: What a day. I'm hungry. D:
Woo. I missed so many happening.

fat.
Fat.
FAT.
I don't like to be fat.

Time Check: 1118 :D
Currently : Thinking bout the match

Woohoo. It's a real Basketball Marathon, been playing basketball for the pass few days :D Well, I rather play basketball then run! Need to maintain already ,I don't want to grow side ways! D: I remembered that I wanted to blog about something important but I totally forgot about it D:
I'm stuck, I got a choice of going to school and not going to school. How? D:

I thought you would understand, but I guess I was wrong.
Would you have do the same thing if you were me? I guess you did it quite some time already.

xoxo my friend,
No point crying over spilled milk.

Time Check : 0913
I'm starting to do my EOA papers. Like so so many, 48 pages. And lucky us, he changed some of the extra lessons to his lesson and now we have a day w/ maybe 5periods of his periods. I'm not complaining that there's such a good teacher who would spend so much time on us, but we have also other subjects to study. D:
I think I'm gna have breakouts real soon. Boos.
I want chocolates, I want McWings :D WooHoo.

Time Check: 0951

I'm in love with Camp Rock. Yea, it might seem childish but I love how they sing and dance and all those emotions in that show. Just like High School Musical. Different people have different taste, I have different view in different things too. I'm currently addicted to This Is Me - Demi Lovato. I think I should stop and go study or do something else cause there's thunder and lightning and I really don't like them. Gah. Bye. :D

Time Check : 0936

Time is running out. And surprisingly, I still got time to blog about those happening but I guess it's time to stop. Ayeeee, one last post won't kill right? :D

And this is for that shameless couple (If you think you are, then you are), that was just a joke. A joke that shouldn't even start or maybe it was just some rumors that you actually believed in? If I just anyhow shoot a rumor out, would you pass it around regardless true or false? I'm so not interested in him, stop telling/acting like you know everything. Cause you DON'T. You're sick in the brain, you want me jealous? Those incident(s) are the past already. Get a life and move on. I'm not dumb, I can see what's happening around me. I hope you two go to hell la.

Phew. Just a mad rush of anger. Anyway, I hope she's fine. Girl, you're strong. You can move on and We will fight for all the chances we get . :D
Sunshine after all th heavy rains.

xoxo my friend,
everything will turn out fine, hopefully.

Time Check : 0634

Well, it's going t be the end of the holiday. And Maths &Science paper are drawing nearer and nearer. What if I fail? D: I really want to see all the subject appear on my result slips ! The worksheets are laid on the table, the books are flipped open but I'm not studying. No heart to study too. Gah. Anybody want to go back to school for study session? So weird coming out from me. Seriously need t buck up la. School resumes on Monday, and practical is on Tuesday. There's school on monday, and we're studying on monday afternoon. :D Yay.

Time Check : 0842

I'm craving for Baked Rice and many many delicious food now. I haven't eaten my dinner cause everybody went out and thus nobody to cook for me. I'm having a dilemma now, I don't know if I should buy food from the hawker centre or just buy a cup noodle from the store. Gah. And I'm still sick D: It's been three days and I think I added a few pounds already. Need to burn la. D: They are building some thing at the basketball court so it's temporary closed. Boo.

Time Check: 0911
Currently playing: 不够成熟 - BY2

It has been pouring now the whole day. Lucky me, I managed to not get wet when I was walking home. It is the 2nd Day of the major examination and I can see that many are doing some last minute revision (I'm one of them). I realized that there is some kind of pattern in my family. You see, my elder brother is quite good in Science and Mathematic( Maybe when he was in his Primary-Secondary days, not sure about now :X ) but my Mathematic and Science is totally no hope. And then there's my sister, who is very lousy in her English and the rest of her subjects. While I excel in my English but not all of the rest of the subject. Oh well, I need t really pull up my socks and ace my Mathematic and Science la. I seriously need help in my Science cause in order to catch up for Mathematic, I've been studying Mathematic during Science period and most of the hours in the day copying notes. Gah. Somemore notes and I'm gna explode ! D:

xoxo my friend,
and we all fall down.

September 2nd 2008.
Time Check: 0825

I'm home alone, the books piled up on the computer table. No dinner, no television. Just the wide computer screen and music playing. I heard many people saying that they are planning to give up for Science. I too, wanted to just try my luck in passing Science. No Cs, Bs or As. Just a mere pass will do, but passing ain't what I want. I want t score well, it's a once in a life-time thing( Unless you want t spend extra moneh on re-taking your N'Level) and why not just do it well ? Alright, busy status and off t mugging. All of a sudden, I wonder where the word MUG come from. Is there such a word in the first place? Hah.

Time Check :0834
xoxo my friend,
I hate why you can get what you want w/o any hardship.

I'm still sick. Tomorrow is the First day of National Exam, how great. My table is so messed up with empty tissue boxes, dustbin, lunch, water and loads of paper and school works. What if I lost my entry proof ;X Oh, I'm having porridge the whole day. Yes, the same porridge th whole day. Teachers' Day on friday was alright, I lost my voice on that day. D: Tried my best to do what I can and all you do is shake your freaking leg. Next time I sit back and shake leg see how you settle the class. Not much picture but I only know that I didn't managed to eat anything except Taufiq's Lagsana (Everyone was fighting over it, really tasty), Nuraini's Spaghetti. And a strawberry from Stephanie's cake ;D I didn't managed to have a taste of Meisim's Pizza but thanks Kokway and all the others that helped me "chop" a lil' bit of everything ;D I think that maybe it was my fault for not organizing it well enough. Oh well, didn't go back to SPS cause th teachers whom i wanted to see were not working there already. Boo. So tired today D: Wish me luck for tmr's papers! :D

xoxo my friend,
things were not thing way things should be.